It was the
month of August. The air was heavily laden with unshed humidity. Dark clouds
hung low over the night sky, obscuring the moon which was on the last leg of
its journey towards unleashing its full splendor.
Deepika
lowered her sleeping baby inside the mosquito met on the 18th
century, teak, four-poster bed that had belonged to her husband’s great
grand-parents and handed down over the generations. As she lowered the flame on
the kerosene lamp on the dressing table, an ominous feeling engulfed her. Her
heart seemed as heavy as the clouds that hovered over their dilapidated home;
another 18th century handover of their great grand-parents. Lost in
thought, she loosened the hair that had been wrung up into a tight bun at the
nape of her slender neck and let it tumble down her gently sloping shoulder to
lay quietly on her pert bosom heavy with the milk for her 7 month old Niyor.
She removed her “Chador’ and with only her petticoat and blouse, slipped in
inside the mosquito net and lay down beside the sleeping Niyor and kissed the
top of his perfect round hairless crown. Finally, embracing the moment she had
been craving for since the sun went down, Deepika lay down her own head on the
soft cotton pillow, Dilip, her husband, had made with his own hands. A sigh of
relief heaved out of her, thankful that the day had come to an end and she can
let the bed bear the burden of her tired aching body.
Unlike other
days, sleep did not come easily today. She missed the loving hands of Dilip
softly caressing her hair and moving,
delicately over her back , the curves of her hips and waist and coming to rest
on her bosom, lulling her to sleep. He had gone to Guwahati to attend his
nephew’s wedding, which Deepika had to miss because of young Niyor. Besides
that, the ominous feeling hadn’t left her yet and it now squeezed her heart and
constricted her throat. An unknown fear. As a city girl and an only child,
Deepika had grown up like a tomboy and had never felt any fear. So, this
feeling now puzzled and deeply disturbed her. She tried singing a naam ghoxa, she
had learnt from her late mother-in-law, hoping for relief from that feeling and
praying for sleep. But sleep still eluded her.
The incessant mooing of Damayanti, the milking cow, and their only
property of any value, added to her distress. With a prayer to Krishna, she
forcefully shut her almond shaped eyes. It was then that she noticed that,
except for Damayanti’s mooing, the night was eerily silent. There was a strange
reprieve from the endless barking of the street dogs and even the buzz of the
crickets and fireflies and the hum of the cloud of mosquitoes that hovered over
the mosquito net, were absent. Deepika was sure that some evil was about to
enter her life and destroy it. She ran her calloused hands over the scrawny
body of her baby to ensure if he was alright. She hugged him tightly for more
reassurance. Gradually the warmth from Niyor’s tiny body seeped into her body
and soul. She felt her eyelid grow heavy and allowed sleep drown her into a
fitful slumber.
Unknown to
her, outside, the wind had gathered speed and was whipping up a storm. Those
who had not yet winded their day, heard the wind howling and came out to their
front porches, wondering at the destruction of vegetation that was sure to
follow. But they were thankful that, at least, they would be reprieved from the
unbearable heat that bore down on them since the last month. They were thankful
that monsoon had arrived.
Other states
of Assam dreaded the arrival of monsoon that was the harbinger of destruction
of lives, homes and properties. But Kaliabor had never reeled under floods
since 1968. Many had almost forgotten about it, and the new generation had only
heard of it as a fireside tale. As Deepika slumbered, the rain started to fall
in torrents. It took countless precious minutes for the banging on the window
to penetrate the deep fog of sleep that lay upon Deepika’s fatigued brain. As
the loud rattling sound finally reached Deepika, she jumped up with a start and
scrambling out of the bed, raised the wick of the lamp that lay flickering on
the bottom of the wick tube. Covering herself with the discarded chador, she
forced out a strong voice, “Who is it?”
“It’s me,
Jagat, Bou.” The voice of her neighbour, full of alarm and concern came
floating overriding the sound of the rain pellets on the tin roof. Relieved,
Deepika opened the window and asked,
“What’s the
matter Jagat? Why did you have to wake me up at this hour and just when I had finally
grabbed a few winks of sleep?” she asked in a frustrated voice.
Seeing
Jagat’s face etched with worry, the dark thoughts resurfaced and she again felt
her heart squeeze.
“Does this
have anything to do with Dilip? Is he alright?” Fear for Dilip assailed her.
Though,
Jagat’s next words comforted her regarding Dilip, she understood the reason for
the unreasonable fear she had been feeling since the late evening.
“The Hatimura
Dyke has broken, Bou and the Brahmaputra is rushing towards us in full force.”
The words
sent a chill down Deepika’s spine. Dilip was away. What was she going to do all
alone? How was she going to shield Niyor from the angry river’s onslaught. As a
myriad thoughts swirled in her mind, Jagat’s voice brought her back to face the
present predicament.
“Don’t waste
time trying to save anything Bou. Take just the bare necessities and come out
quickly. We are all moving towards Xonarigaon. The land there is at a higher
level and hopefully the Brahmaputra won’t reach it. Be quick! There is no
time.”
Just as he
finished his warning, Damayanti wailed more frantically and Jagat became more
alarmed.
“Bou, run to
our place through the front door, the backyard is starting to flood.” Jagat
shouted. “I’ll release Damayanti and join you.” Saying so, Jagat ran towards
the cowshed leaving Deepika stranded alone and really frightened. Forcing
herself to be calm and chanting Krishna’s name, Damayanti wrapped the sleeping
Niyor in a bedsheet, picked up a water bottle a few of Niyor’s clothes, a
packet of biscuits and tied it into a bundle in a Gamosha. A rumbling sound
approaching from almost behind her made her steps quicker and she ran towards
the front door. Just as she opened the front door, she heard a loud creak
followed by a whooshing sound and knew she was doomed.Deepika started running
out of the door towards Jagat’s house. She had just reached the gate when a
cold sensation stroking her feet stopped her in her tracks. She knew there was
no use trying to run. With profound sadness, she looked into the sleeping
Niyor’s face. The serenity on his face transmitted some amount of determination
and courage into her sagging spirits. As rushing water rose over her heels, up
her ankles to her calf, trying to dislodge her, she caught hold of the gate
fence post, holding Niyor tightly to her bosom. Something hard struck her legs
and she looked around her. Utensils, stools, chairs, trunks, TVs and other
knick-knacks came floating by. Water had, now, reached up to her waist. Then
she saw something that sparked some more hope into her. It was Damayanti. Jagat
had probably released her and the waters now carried her along with its
speeding current. She raised Niyor onto her shoulders, to keep him above water
level, and waded cumbersomely towards Damayanti. As Damayanti was about to
float past her, Deepika caught hold of Damayanti’s neck and held onto her
firmly. Holding Niyor with one hand and clinging on to Damayanti’s neck with
her other, Deepika allowed herself to be swept away by the force of the water.
A few moments
later, or maybe hours later, she had lost all sense of time, Deepika felt
Damayanti struggling to keep afloat. Fortunately, both Deepika and Damayanti
were good swimmers and they somehow managed to keep afloat. The rushing waters
hurled them along ferociously. Her left arm, with which she held Niyor securely,
felt numb. Still holding onto Damayanti’s neck, Deepika managed to manipulate
Niyor from her shoulder to Damayanti’s back, praying that someone finds and
rescues them before they drown. She kept her energies focussed on Niyor and
continued calling out to Krishna to come to her aid just as He had come for
Draupadi. Her breath was sagging and her eyelids drooped . She stroked
Damayanti’s neck, thanking her for her efforts to keep them safe. As if hearing
her, Damayanti mooed softly. Thoughts of what might have happened to Jagat and
of the others flickered on her mind for a moment and wandered towards Dilip.
Remorse filled her with thoughts that she won’t see him again and was unable to
even bid him the final goodbye. Fatigue and hopelessness gripped her again and
she let her eyelids drop. She shut her eyes and let her mind float with the
rushing waters. Damayanti mooed again. Deepika felt as if Damayanti was making
her final struggles, knowing that she was carrying a huge responsibility and
she could not give up yet. Suddenly she felt as if the waters had stopped
moving. The sight she saw on opening her eyes brought out a smile on her lip.
The sun’s soft rays lit up he shore. She realised that she was entangled in a
mass of water hyacinth and the waters were moving slowly. Damayanti lay still.
On her left she saw the shore and people lined up along the shore, trying to
capture the revival of the Kolong river, along with the destruction the river
had wrought, with their mobile phones. Seeing a second chance at life, renewed
energy flowed through every cell of her being and she struggled to rise above
the water hyacinth which was rising up at an alarming rate almost about to
suffocate her and her son. The renewed energy lent voice to her parched throat
and she shouted, “HELP!”, with all her might. But her voice did not carry over
to the noisy crowd. She and her baby were unnoticeable amongst the water
hyacinths.
Then, from
out of nowhere, she saw a Bhel (a contraption made by tying 3 to 4 banana stems
and used as a raft) coming towards her, tearing at the water hyacinths. As the
Bhel approached, she saw there was a young boy and an old lady clutching a goat
on it. Maybe they have lost their home in the flood too but managed to escape
with their lives. It felt as if Krishna had really heard her call and sent this
Bhel to rescue her. She called out again with all her might. But when it seemed
that she was not being seen, nor heard, she picked up the now awake and
shrieking Niyor and raised him up as far as her arms would reach. This time the
boy heard the baby’s shrieks and turned towards their direction. Seeing them,
at last, he turned the Bhel towards them rowing with all his might. Within
seconds he reached her a caught hold of Niyor. Placing him securely on the
raft, the young lad caught Deepika’s slender wrist and pulled her up. She
looked towards Damayanti and then up at the boy with pleading eyes. The boy
reached out and touched Damayanti’s limp body and immediately realised that
Damayanti had given up her struggles some time ago, maybe, when they got
entangled in the mass of the water hyacinth.
“It’s no use,
Baideo,” he addressed Deepika.
Deepika’s
eyes filled up with tears and she thanked the brave soul for keeping them safe
throughout the ordeal. Deepika lay down on the raft, letting the relief wash
over her, savouring every breath she took The boy then rowed them out of the
mess towards the bank. Niyor’s cries brought her out of her limbo and she
picked him up and hugged him gently to her bosom, sobbing copiously. Soon they
reached the banks of the river and eager hands pulled them out of the raft and
led them to dry grounds, to the makeshift shelters made for the flood affected
people.
Someone took
hold of Niyor and led Deepika to a secluded place for her to change into dry
clothes. Deepika went through the motions feeling nothing. She was bone tired.
Someone tried to feed her something but she refused. She just wanted to lie
down for some time. To be alone. But this was a relief camp. Different people from
different village who had managed to survive the flood, people like herself,
had sought refuge here. Some had lost their dear ones along with their
property. Some had lost only their property. There was wailing and crying
everywhere. Some people just lay stunned wondering how to begin their lives
once again.
Deepika
looked around at all the hopeless people around her. A feeling of gratitude
came over her. She was safe, Niyor was safe and they had Dilip safe somewhere
in Guwahati. They will find each other and be together again. She had full
faith in her hard working husband. They’ll build their lives from scratch once
again. At least they still had the land to build their home. The old home was
badly in need of repairs, now they’ll build it up once again. A smile
brightened up her tired face. They still had tomorrow.
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